** Heartbreak
I permed my hair yesterday and it did not turn out what I really wanted. Well, better than none lar. Now, my hair is as bushy as the squirrel's tail. =.=
I wonder how people survive long-distance relationship. Some make it and they really get married. But some, they rather give up than suffering. What is love actually? Love can make you feel confused. Love can make you suffer. Love can make you feel depressed. And love can make you sad in just one second. A single second, you will be like a lonely human. Feeling unwanted and lost. But in a single, you can be the happiest person in this entire world. Ask yourself, are you willing to suffer for love? Are you willing to stay with one person for ever?
I used to feel that forever is a fake word. It doesn't really exist in this world. I used to feel that forever is a nonsense. In a relationship, a couple could say "I love you forever" but do not really mean it. In one second, "forever" can make you feel really happy. But when you broke up, "forever" will make you feel like you are being fooled for all this time. Couples usually doesnt think of the pros and cons of "forever" when they are love-blind. It's easy to say but it's hard to be serious about "forever".
I understand that every steps I made must have at least a consequence. I believe that I made the right choice and I will not be regret about it.
Quote for the day: Every single step you made brings you to a consequence.
Labels: In LOVE
Sunday, January 31, 2010.
** Sometimes.
Sometimes I wonder what keeps me going.
Sometimes I ponder what makes me myself.
Everytime my mood swings, you are there to set it back.
Evertime I go wrong, you are there to get me back.
Evertime when my tears began to drop, you were there to hold it.
Your shoulders were there when I was sad.
Your words were there when I was down.
You coloured my dreams with your presence,
You scented my thoughts with your presence.
I wish I am your watch so that I can hold your hand always.
I love you.
Quote for the day: You never know when fate appears to you.
Labels: In LOVE
Monday, January 18, 2010.
** Exhausted Days
good evening people!
Puan Anita changed our places. Im far from Drey and Kelly now!! =( yaya.. we requested it. but, it's so damn far!! ='( at least i'm sitting really near to Grace now. =) hehe. I miss my old place. Sigh. I still remember that three of us used to write the twilight stuff on the table! =D
Oh! I remember that we used to call ourselves our favourite casts in Twilight! =p
Drey as Isabella Marie Swan BUT changed into Rosalie Hale. XD
Me as Rosalie Hale BUT changed into Renesmee Carlie Cullen. =p
Kelly as Alice Brandon Cullen.
Yesterday was Girls' Brigade's AGM. Congratulations to Tracy Tang for being the 09/10 President! Not to mention that me, Kelly, Deepika, Joseane and Chan Hew Wai were all crazy about "something"! (right kelly?? haha.)
Cant wait for the Interact Installation Night! xoxo!
Quote for the day: Cherish your moments.
Labels: In LOVE, School-Holic
Friday, July 17, 2009.
** who were you..?
I admit that my birthday party was a blast. I had lots of fun. And i'm glad that my friends had fun too. A little bit of ps3 here and a little bit of gambling there. Thanks guys for appearing.
Thanks for the "midnight messages" too! Luckily, i off the vibration and the sound as well. =.= Or else i'll be in big trouble as i was sleeping with my mom that day! ^.^
Well, there's people i expected to wish me "happy birthday" and people who i don't expect much. I might say that i'm quite thrilled that my "expected" friends wished me as early as they could. But, well. There's one person who doesnt.
I'm not jealous that he's choosing another friend over me. It's just that. I thought he's my best friend. Best friend will not ignore friend's party. Best friend will not ignore friend's birthday. Best friend will send each other messages during each other's birthday. I waited and waited and waited. Waited for the message. Waited for a call. Waited for him to appear in my party.
Result = 0.
What's the point of waiting? The point is that. He is my best friend. Maybe he WAS my best friend.
I don't really wanna care now. Just be the happy me.
Bye, ex-best friend.
Quote for the day: Always in love.
Labels: In LOVE
Monday, July 6, 2009.
** When You Look Me In The Eyes.
It's been awhile.
I guess a lot of you knew the news about Michael Jackson's death.
(yesterday in the car, after school.)Mom: Michael Jackson is dead.
Me: Oh. WHT?!?! Michael Jackson is dead?!?!?!
Mom: Yeah.
Aiks. I really cant believe one of the world legend is dead. Heart attack. Yeah. It's always heart attack. Hmph. I'm not really a huge fans of Jacko, but, he's a great person though. I feel really really pity for his family and friends. Madonna was crying like hell! =(
I really still cant believe he's dead!!
Rest in peace, King of The Pop.
I'll always appreciate my loving boyfriend!! =p
He's always in my eyes!
Quote for the day: Appreciate love ones.
Labels: In LOVE
Saturday, June 27, 2009.
** He Loves Me Alot!
I was damn boring in school today. Audrey and I keep singing Love Story in school. The Taylor Swift Craze! =.=
I bet Kelly and Grace had no idea at what we're singing. haha.
Well, Actually today I really can feel the "me" when i was with him. The feeling is already back. I love him! I'm happy that all our dramas are gone now. I relieved! With all those dramas and
perang dingin going on for almost two months, I'm almost crazy! I'm really really glad now.
Oh! I found a new blogger today! Kelly Wong actually blogs. =.=
I love him alot! He'll always be the sunshine in my life. And of course! I'll always be his too! =p
Quote for the day: Cold-wars are big no-nos!Labels: In LOVE, School-Holic
Wednesday, June 24, 2009.
** www.arcamax.com
Quote for the day: Get a life.Labels: In LOVE
Thursday, June 11, 2009.
** Dedicated to you.
This post is dedicated for you. My boyfriend. I'm here to express my feelings. If some of you out there feel offended, close this window. Stop hurting your eyes. Have you ever changed because of a book?
Sigh. I'm an idiot. I guess. What happened to me? What happened? I don't really know what's up with me now. Is the book that matters? I'm very sorry to you.
Eventhough something between us is happening, I want you to know that you are still the one i love. Past and present. I can't promise if the future is still you as forever can hardly exist but i do hope it will be.
I'm sorry for what i'd said in this few days. I'd hurt your feelings. I know that eventhough u never tell me. I'd been acting weird in almost this two months. Maybe i'm nuts or something else. But, i guess my brain's starting to grow old. Hope you understand what i mean.
I'm very sorry.
P/S I Love You.
Quote for the day: Love deeply.Labels: In LOVE
Sunday, June 7, 2009.
** Rainbow Beauty
Jello!
Quote for the day: Colourful life.
Labels: In LOVE
Sunday, May 10, 2009.
** Youtube Search
About two months ago, i found out that there are these two ladies. Recording themselves, singing in the toilet. I was shocked to listen to their voice.
They're
Rin On The Rox. Erin and Roxanne. Erin's a philipino and Roxanne's half philipino and half german.
All of you there, YOU MUST HEAR THEM SING!
This is one of their videos. I love this alot.
Halo - Beyoncehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DeXgQko708I&feature=related After 6 months of recording themselves and upload it in Youtube, they're actually being invited to the famous Ellen Show.
AND! They got two tickets free to the Grammy award.
Rin On The Rox
Erin and Roxanne in the Ellen Show
Grammy Awards?!?!?!
Quote for the day: Have the quality not the quantity.
Labels: In LOVE
Friday, May 8, 2009.
** To-do-LIST!
Examssss are near!
PHEW!
Now then i realised that i have a lot of things to do. I mean
A LOT! School's mid-term examination is around the corner. I mean the corner next to me! 29.04.2009 WTF?! My revisions are still hanging! =.=
On the other hand, I'm having my piano theory exam
SOON! 09.05.2009 Urgh!!!! I'm still struggling in the SATB part! Please! Help me! (if u know what i'm crapping about.)and....
I'm having my piano PRACTICAL exam also! 16.05.2009 AHHHHH!!!!! i think i'm going nuts now! =(
MOREOVER,
I'm doing the ticket and poster design for the Installation Night and i have to finish it by 15.05.2009!
WTF!!!!So? What do u say..
Quote for the day: Relax?Labels: In LOVE, School-Holic
Monday, April 27, 2009.
** Tagged by Balqiz.
My Three Things
THREE NAMES I GO BY.
- Joyce
- Chiu Pi Chung
- Ms Sunshine
THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE.
- Clerk in my mom's office.
- A daughter at home.
- A girlfriend of Mas.
THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED.
- Taman Mawar
- Taman Tyng
-???
THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCHED.
-America's Next Top Model
- Kimora Life In The Fab Lane
- Pimp My Ride
THREE PLACES I HAVE BEEN (any of your favs).
- Australia
- Korea
- Taiwan
THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO.
- Italy
- Switzerland
- Hawaii
THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS.
- Pizza!
- French Fries
- Snacks. ( no wonder i'm fat)
THREE THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO.
- My piano theory and practical exam.
- My birthday
- Mom and Dad's 20th anniversary!
THREE THINGS I AM REALLY SCARED OF.
- Snakes
- Worms
- No multimedia.
THREE FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS.
- DBSK
- Super Junior
- Shontelle
THREE FAVORITE CARS.
- idk
- idk
- idk
THREE FAVORITE DRINKS.
- Ice Coffee
- Ice lemon tea
- Mocha
I hereby tag the following people!
CATH
ELTON
KA ANN
ELIZA
KIMBERLY
Labels: holiday.., In LOVE, taggy..
Saturday, April 18, 2009.
** Twilight!
It's unbelievable for me that i actually looove
Twilight as much as Audrey now!
At first, i thought that
Twilight is only a story of vampires.
But, hey! It's a story of
HOT & SEXY vampires! Plus, the vampires i'm referring to is not evil. So, big plus for
Twilight !!!!
p/s: Robert is so hot!!!!
Quote for the day: Twilight.
Labels: holiday.., In LOVE
Friday, April 17, 2009.
** Strawberry Grace
Strawberry girl getting her hair done for.... recess?????
Quote for the day: Pay attention.
Labels: In LOVE, School-Holic
Thursday, April 16, 2009.
** Addicted to Jap and Hang-ghuk?
Oh well, class was boring.
Grace suddenly asked me about some Japanese words.
Grace: Joyce, mushi-mushi is hello in Japanese, right?
Joyce: (Not sure of it) Yea.
Grace: (Type the word out in the phone)
Drey: I thought mushi-mushi is hello in the phone?
Joyce: yea hor.. Then what's hello when we meet someone??
Drey: hmph.....
Kelly: (out-of-topic-ed) Anyonghaseyo is in Korean.
Then the whole dialogue goes on with the whole Korean and Japanese words. And. Yes, we're not paying attention in class. =.=
This is what Grace got in the end of the lesson.And, she invented the Jap-Kor words. =.=
Quote for the day: Pay attention in class!
Labels: holiday.., In LOVE, Life Is Getting Better With You
Friday, April 10, 2009.
** Boring School Days
School is boring without him.
He did not come for school today. He's sick. Hope he'll get well soon!
I hate school when he's not here.
Today, me and Grace did something naughty. Won't say it here for it is kind of embarrassing! =.=
Kenyon had been naughty too! haha. But, actually me and Kim made him to do it.
Sorry ya, Kenyon! =p
Look what i'd found in KP's note book!
Bounce Bounce Bounce!
Quote for the day: Optimist is good.
Labels: boring day.. dully.., In LOVE
Wednesday, April 8, 2009.
** Life.
Sunday, April 5, 2009.
** Will you?
If you found out that you're boyfriend or girlfriend has another relationship with another person, what will you do??
Will you forgive him if he admits and ask for a forgiveness?
Will you take revenge on him?
or....
Will you forget about it?
Quote for the day: Learn to forgive.Labels: holiday.., In LOVE, Life Is Getting Better With You
Saturday, April 4, 2009.
** Blog Update
I'm currently sitting in the dewan of school. Trees are swaying from right to left, cars passing by from right to left, left to right. Problems are slowly floating into my mind, my brain, my heart and my head.
Have you ever been into a situation which is hard to decide? I mean, you'll face problem in deciding what to do. Sometimes, you don't even know what to do. Speechless in short.
Loving someone is tiring. That's what i'd experienced last time. Well, all these time, i tought i was correct. But, well, Loving someone IS tiring. But not all of the loves are tiring. You'll have to find a way to make yourself comfortable with love.
Love is something that everyone must have. No matter who are you, how harsh are you, how sarcastic are you or how violent are you, you'll need love by the end of the day.
I swear that even the violent-ess person in the entire world will wish to snuggle into his/her companion's shoulder to have some caring from his/her companion.
If you really love someone, you'll learn to respect him. You'll feel that you both need honesty. It's quite true. What people always say, honesty is the best policy. No honesty, no love. If you never feel honesty in youself and YOU YOURSELF is in a relationship, i'm advising you to quit it. QUIT IT!
Love is not tiring. Love is all about fun. Tiring is an excuse. An excuse of avoiding all the problems and an excuse of being alone instead of with your companion.
So, my friends who are facing problems,
SOVLE IT!!!!!!Quote of the day: Honesty is really the best policy.Labels: In LOVE, Life Is Getting Better With You, School-Holic
Monday, March 30, 2009.
** School Blogging!
Hey! I'm now in school. Since this is the first time i blog in school, I'm feeling a little bit excited. Haha.
Teacher is teaching right in front of me! She don't know that i'm actually on the internet now. Haha.
Sorry la cikgu. =p
Yesterday was the prefects' camp. Every prefect today was really tired. Haha. Luckily i slept for 15 hours yesterday. If not, I'll be the one who's lying on the table now. Haha.
Bye lar!
Quote for the day: Be honest! =pLabels: In LOVE, Life Is Getting Better With You, School-Holic
Sunday, March 29, 2009.
P/S I Love You.
Rin On The Rox
Erin and Roxanne in the Ellen Show
Grammy Awards?!?!?!
This is what Grace got in the end of the lesson.
Look what i'd found in KP's note book!
Life.
