** chillin.
It's a Sunday and I'm in the hostel the whole day except for an hour where Syafik brought Wany, his roommate, Brandon and I to SCR for lunch. Nisaa was expected to go with us but unfortunately, due to the minimum space we had, she couldn't join us.
After lunch, I had all the time to myself, where I relaxed and did some movie time alone and slept for two and a half hours until Lim came back. Due to Lim, I talked when I was sleeping. LOL. I never really knew I'll talk when I sleep. It was relaxing but certainly, I wasn't enjoying the heat much. Sigh. Why can't Malaysia has four seasons. Envy with Kylie who's in New Zealand now.
I have to design a logo and the cheerleaders' shirt. Sigh. Without photoshop. Damn.
Not much that I did today. Just, well, you know, chilling.
Quote for the day: Relax your soul to get better ideas.
Labels: holiday..
Sunday, July 31, 2011.
** Dillema
Why do such things have to come to me always? Can't I easily make a decision? Why do I have to consider so much? Help me. I'm getting weak.
Quote for the day: You have to learn to be wise.
Friday, July 29, 2011.
** Amy Winehouse.
a talented and gifted performer.
through her eyes, you can easily see a beautiful woman with a troubled soul.
Amy Winehouse was a gift from God to us.
dead on the 23rd of July.
she'll always be remembered.
rest in peace.
Sunday, July 24, 2011.
** the conclusion.
I'm here for a month already.
Happy memories keep coming to me.
I'm so glad that I have these monkeys with me.
PPISMPMZ 1611 IS THE BEST!
L.O.V.E.
Quote for the day: God will eventually give you a savior. You have to just believe.
Saturday, July 16, 2011.
** Under The Brightness Of Moon
Under the light of the moon, we're all having our drama practice. Nice view, nice scene, nice people, nice surrounding. Something's missing right here.
Mom called just now, telling me what they're eating at home and mom sent me a picture, SHOWING me what were they eating just now. Sigh. Mom, you're making me homesick. All of a sudden, I think of home and everything, including friends, my car, my room, my closet (I have a tiny closet here.) and family.
Thought of my crazy cousin who actually cried when I left Sandakan.
I've learnt a lot here. I've learnt how to be independent. I've learnt how to make new friends. I've learnt that true friends stick with you no matter how far are we. I've been really emo yesterday and I didn't even know why. There's always a mixture of feelings in me.
Dear God, please guide me to be a better person and please strengthen me in this new city.
Quote for the day: Stay strong and believe in yourself.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011.
** TeeHee!
4 years ago, I was tagged by my darling, Cath. After four years, which is today, I was reading through Cath's blog from May 2007 and when it reached at the post posted on the 17th of September 2007, I realized that I've been tagged and I haven't do it.
Since I have nothing to do now, I'll do it right now. XD
*INSTRUCTION :Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
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1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana.
6) I have been in a threesome.
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse.
10) I am totally smart.
11) I've broken someone's bones.
12) I am paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
14) I need money right now.
15) I like sushi.
16) I talk kinda and sometimes really fast.
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
21) I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic.
24) I have a lot of mood swings.
25) I have a hidden talent.
26) I am always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends.
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone.
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop.
32) Enjoy window shopping.
33) I would rather shop than eat.
34) I dont hate anyone.
35) I am a pretty good dancer.
36) I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I have rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I have called the cops on a friend before.
46) I am not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I am shy around members of the opposite sex.
49) I have made a move on a friends, significant other or crush in the past.
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park movie.
52) I would die for my best friend.
53) I think that people who thinks themself pretty, gorgeous, adorable is such a PoSeR.
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
58) I am happy at this moment!
59) I am obsessed with girls/guys.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.
62) I am comfortable with who I am right now.
63) I have more than just my ears pierced.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I think make up and whatSoEver skin care is not a must in a list.
68) Plan on achieving a major goaldream.
69) I am proficient in a musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I dont care about admireres, i am thankful that i have some, and i dont hate them because i dont love my admireres by displaying something not nice about them.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state or SOON.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses, because im always horny and im always eager to try having sex.
76) I fall for the worst people.
77) I adore bright colours, neon colors!!! (glow in the dark is excluded)
78) I cant live without black eyeliner.
79) I dont know why the hell I just did that stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
84) I owned a laptop.
85) I am not single, taken
86) I can stick to a diet.
87) I talk in my sleep.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can't stand with some kind of people nowadays.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
95) I have been to over 15 meeting.
96) I am going to have a Sweet 16 birthday party.
97) I am an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex.
100) I love being happy.
I Stab.....
1) Cath
2) Kylie
3) Kelly
4) Leng
5) Tristan
Adious!
Quote for the day: Be aware of your surroundings.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011.
** ...
I have a choice to make. I know what's right for me. I know that that's something I wanted. However, I keep feeling something weird inside me. Is it because of the memories? Something inside me is pulling back, holding me back from achieving what I wanted.
Dear God, please give me the strength to make the right choice for myself.
Signing out.
Quote for the day: Insomnia drives you nuts.
Sunday, July 10, 2011.
** K.Y.L.I.E
You made me realized how important family is. You brought me joy although we became really close just after SPM. I can't believe how time flew. I believe in this situation, people will say it's a nick of a time or whatever it is. Honestly, I have doubts before being so close to you. When we started our real friendship, i realized how good of a friend you are to me. No doubts, you are a very good friend.
Kylie, this few months, you've brought me smiles and laughters. I'm really sad that you're leaving tomorrow. To another country which is thousands and thousands of miles away from here, Kuching. Although I've met new friends, I still miss you very much. I miss hanging out with you and having those little adventures with you. Especially when we went to the bank and those tourists' destinations. From the bottom of my heart, I enjoyed it very much.
From the tuition with Ms. Chong, you've been there for me although we weren't really close back then. I miss you very much. I know that although we're far apart from each other, our heart will always say together. I believe that God wants us to be close.
I believe in fate. We've met each other since we were few months old babies. You were my baptism neighbour. We did not contact with each other until primary 1 and when I stopped schooling in St. Mary's Convent, we stopped contacting each other again until we were in the same secondary school. However we weren't that close also until form 4 when we started the tuition in Ms. Chong's.
Kylie, I miss you terribly. I wish we're schooling together but it's a fact that we can't. I believe in the future we'll still be best friends cz I believe in fate. I believe that God has destined you as my best friend. I love you Kylie.
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Missing you terribly.
Quote for the day: When it's destined to be yours, you can't avoid it.
Saturday, July 9, 2011.
** HBD!
Fourth of July! Celebrated my birthday away from my family for the first time. I really wanted to thank my classmates especially those who actually made me a video. I was really touched, guys. Not forgotten, my roommate. She was preparing my present last midnight and according to her, I talked when I was sleeping last night which shocked her. Haha! I was really tired. So, it's okay right? =)
Although I don't feel like it's my birthday today, I'm really glad that I have such wonderful friends. Of course, including my best buds, Grace, Kelly, Kylie, Drey, Cath and Leng. I thought of how you guys surprised me last year by singing the off-tuned birthday song to me, at the back of the double-cab, in front of my house. Seriously guys, really shocked me. Haha! Miss you guys so much man.
Lima is asleep now so i might as well sleep. Signing off.
Lima, Brandon, Bam, Syazni, Basil, Jere, Faris, thanks for everything. You guys made my day.
Quote for the day: Treasure friends.
Monday, July 4, 2011.
** The longest 3.4
1 Murid, 1 Sukan, 1 Malaysia. I guess every student and teachers and lecturers started running at 7.45 a.m. today for this event that is such a memorable day to all of us.
Before starting to run, I was so high-spirited. The enthusiasm to start the event is unlimited. But, when i started running, i get tired and more tired. Damn. I guess I really do have a very low stamina.
Anyway, went to Boulevard today with Lim, Nana and Brandon. Nothing much to buy. At least i managed to get myself some formal wears and some Polo-T. Not to mention I had Kenny Rogers for lunch. I can't believe I spent 50++ bucks for pads only. Dang.
Went back to the campus at 5 something and went to church with my roommate. Since it rained heavily this afternoon when we're on our way to the taxi which brought us to the church, our pants became really damped. Considering it's already so cold with the heavy rain, the taxi driver didn't seem to know that both of us were freezing like gila. Such inconsiderate driver. Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. Anyway, that church i went was moderately okay. Not much comment.
That's my day and dang. I really have nothing to say now since I just came back from the church and am really tired now. Signing out.
Quote for the day: Don't judge anyone by it's cover.
Saturday, July 2, 2011.
** Bleu
It's a Friday today. Seriuosly, I've never been so busy in my life. Practice after practice after practice. My goodness. Luckily it's something I wanted to do. Music and more music. We're going to run for the 1Malaysia thingy tomorrow. Sigh. Have no idea what is this for. Making me tired only. Ish.
Quote for the day: Respect others if you want others to respect you.
Friday, July 1, 2011.
Missing you terribly.
Fourth of July! Celebrated my birthday away from my family for the first time. I really wanted to thank my classmates especially those who actually made me a video. I was really touched, guys. Not forgotten, my roommate. She was preparing my present last midnight and according to her, I talked when I was sleeping last night which shocked her. Haha! I was really tired. So, it's okay right? =)