** Miserable

Not much to say..
but just wanted to post something..
it really touches my heart..

I could have been a millionaire if I had the amount of money
I could have had the mansion if I had the money too
I could have had the biggest yatch in my life if I had the money also
But I won't get the happiness everyday without the Sunshine

I don't know why am I writing these.
But as soon as it rains, it reminds me of all the unhappiness.

I woke up this morning.
The sun is shinning.
I was happy to see the Sun so healthy.
Until then,
Raindrops starting to fall.
Then it got heavier.
The Sun had disappear.
Sunshine is not here already.
History of my life began flying into my brain.
Without realising, tears are roling down my cheek.

In fact, the word "I Miss You" came into y heart too.
I realised that i really miss him.
Holiday is suppose to be fun and joy and full of happiness.
But mine aren't.

I miss you.
I miss my girls.
And..
I miss my grandpa.

Dear Grandpa,

You had left us for six years.
where are you now?
are you happy?
popo misses you alot.
i know she is.
she went for an operation recently.
do you know about that?
mommy too..
that day, mommy and I were talking about the past.
I still remember one thing mommy told me..
"you know? your gong gong is the best father in this world. he would do anything to give happiness to his family"
you used to tickle me and hoped for a laugh from me.
but i ignored it.
i am sorry.
i hope is wasn't too late.
i miss you alot, gong gong.
i hope you'll have a better life now.
better than you were here suffering those diseases.
take care.

Love,
Your "mei mei"

P/S: It would be greatful if you read but not spread.

Quote for the day: Love the ones you have now.

Friday, August 22, 2008.

** Holiday Starts

so.. it's holiday..
pmr getting near ady!!!
AHHHHH!!!

LOL..
im totally going to be crazy..
anyway,..
just came back from k.k for the 16th Music Festival..
damn scary.. =.=
went for a competiton..

i wonder how the kid did so well..
=.=
i think i'm 5 years older then him..
but his grade is like higher then me..
=.=

i miss him alot!!!!
he went to kl..
DAMN!!
he can go shopping..
aiks..
i wanted to go!!!
kl is like my shopping heaven..
=.=
i would rather go to kl then going to other countries..
=p

gtg, bye!

xoxo everyone!!
especially my pearl and diamonds!
miss you guys!

Quote for the day: Have fun!

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