head> Happiness Fills My Heart
** pervert.
I woke up at 6.30 this morning. Having to see the sun, I'm the happy Joyce! As usual, I washed up, dressed myself. I'm in a perfect mood! I'm not even bragging about tuition. I was going to school to see him or to support him in the basketball match! Well, tuition was fine. I went to the piano lesson next.


My "weather" started to become dark when piano lessons started. I got scolded by the stupid diminished and dominant thingy. Patient. Then, I got scolded for leaving my theory book in tuition! WTF?! I was trying to complete my work! Patient. I told the teacher that i'm leaving at 10.30. But my lesson end at 11.00! Patient. My mom picked me up at 11.00 when i told her to pick me up at 10.30! Patient.


In the car, i got scolded by my mom again. She doesn't allow me to go to school but I insisted. bla bla bla. She stopped when i reached school. PATIENT. I got down from the car with Grace and i saw that stupid guard standing in front of the gate. He doesn't allow both me and Grace to enter the school gate. He said that we weren't wearing the school t-shirts. So, in a very "teacher-y" way, he nasihated us in a very rough way. PATIENT. I told myself that i was cool. and i won't burst.


Grace and I went from the school canteen to enter the school. When we reached the canteen, that freak is there again! WTF MAN!! WHY IS HE SUCH A PERVERT! He even scolded us in a very impolite way! I'M NOT GOING TO BE PATIENT THIS TIME. and. I burst out. =.= What a shame. I shouted like hell and he did too. Both of us shouted at each other like crazy. Everyone was looking and staring.


Well, a lesson for you guys. Be patient in EVERYTHING! =.=

Quote for the day: Be patient in everything.

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Saturday, February 28, 2009.
** New Layout
I got my new layout!
Thanks to Cath. hehe. Love you ya. hehe.
Hun ar, don't get jealous hor. =p
Love hun also hor. =p

Quote for the day: Happiness is important in our life.

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** Stressful Life.
As you know, life is getting more stress as you grow older.
I do understand that. But, it's that, I don't really like the stress i'm having right now.
Yes, i cried, i complained and i did everything to release my stress.
But, i realised that I can release my stress from my boyfriend, Mas and my friends, Cath, Grace and Elton.
I really want to thanks all of you for being there when I'm suffering. Although we are suffering together. =.=
Without you guys, i'll will be dead meat. (???)
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Last Tuesday had been a hard day for me. We're having our Biology AND Moral tests. Stress! I feel like i'm locked. I do not even have free time to have fun! WTF?!?! So, currently, I'm sitting in the 2nd row from the back, which is a bad thing. I told y class teacher that i wanted to change and there's someone who is willing to change with me. I'm half-happy as the teacher said that i'm only allowed to change to the front next week. Ok. I'll wait. Recess time, I went out for my breakfast. After my enjoyable time of food, I went back to the class to drink some water. I asked the person who's willing to sit at the back, Kelvin.
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Me: Kevin!!!! So??? How??
Kevin: Oh! I changed my place already!
Me: Yay! But, why my bag is still here??
Kevin: I'm not changing with you. I'm changing with Yazid. He's sitting in front.
Me: (eyes opened widely) AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I TOLD HER THAT I WANTED TO CHANGE!!! WHY CHANGE HIM?!?!?!?!?! WTF?!?!?!?!?!
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(Attn to teachers who are seeing this post. No offence. I'm expressing my feelings only)
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Well, i really do shouted out loud. I mean screamed. I was really pissed off with that teacher.
I can't believe that. After all of the pleading, i got NOTHING and i am the one who say out the idea. I hate the teacher. I hate her alot!!!!!!! NOT FAIR!
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Quote for the day: Try your best to get what you want.

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Thursday, February 26, 2009.
** Taggy again..
I've been tagged again..? By the "Babe"?? haha..

Dog: So many questions????????? 0.0
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1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
... I always think about something coming out of my closet. So, what do you think??
2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
... Yupe! always do.. haha..
3. Have you ever 'done it' in a hotel room?
... Excuse me?? Don't wanna be the "hotel heroin" ^^
4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
... for what??
5. Do you like to use post-it notes?
... Yupe..
6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
... No?
7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
... I'm not stupid enough to choose one.. so, i'll get lost.. ^^
9. Do you always smile for pictures?
... yes?
10. What do you hate the most?
... "Plastics"
11. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
... tucked in?
12. Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
… lol.. only at the stairs.. haha..
13. Have you ever peed in the woods?
... i think most of the people do?? when their young?? haha..
14. Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?
… Positively, yes..
15. Do you chew your pens and pencils?
... no?? what if the ink goes into my mouth??? EWWW!!
16. How many times have you scrapbooked this week?
... idk?
17. Do you like popcorn from those big tins?
... big tins??
18. What is your "Song of the week"?
... Wrong Number - TVXQ
19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
… it's normal..
20. Do you still watch cartoons?
... duh! i loooooooooooove SPONGEBOB!!
21. Whats your favorite scary movie?
... fyi, i hate scary movies. so, none..
22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
... under my bed.. haha..
23. What do you drink with dinner?
… Soup!!!
24. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
… Tomato and BBQ sauce??
25. What is your favorite food?
... PIZZA!!
26. What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
... All of the Barbie movies.. =p
27. Last person you kissed/kissed you
... secret.. =p
28. Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
... nope..
29. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
... never..
30. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
... 18th Nov
31. Can you change the oil on a car?
... where is the oil tank??
32. Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
... i have no license?
33. Ran out of gas?
... no
34. Favorite kind of sandwich?
... egg and butter.. =p
35. Best thing to eat for breakfast?
... cornflakes, chicken pie
36. What is your usual bedtime?
... 9.30 =p
37. Are you lazy?
... surprisingly, yes..
38. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for new year?
hmph.. let me think.. i remember baby kiko only.. haha
40. How many languages can you speak?
... five
41. Do you have any magazine?
… sure do.. seventeen.. =p
42.Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
... legos..
43. Are you stubborn?
... quite?
44. Who is better...bush or obama?
... obama.. bush sucks..
45. Ever watch operas?
... no.. don't like to hurt my ears.. ^^
46. Afraid of heights?
... sometimes??
47.When do you sing in the car??
... when no one's with me.. =p
48. Dance in the shower?
... i did?? and i fell.. =.=
49. Dance in the car?
... can i?? no??
50. Ever used a gun?
... yes.. a water gun.. =p
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
... last year??
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
... yupe!
53. Is christmas stressful?
... no?? it's fun!
54. Ever eat a pie?
... just bought.. haha
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
... blue berry??
56. Occupations you wanted to be as a child?
... a teacher.. hehe
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
... yup
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
... yea.. sometimes?
59. Take a vitamin daily?
... when i remember.. =p
60. Wear slippers?
... of course?!?!
61. Wear a bath robe?
... sometimes..
62. What do you wear to bed?
... my pyjamas??
63. First concert?
... i do not like crowds.. so.. nvr..
64. midvalley,genting mas mall, or sunway?
... midvalley and sunway..
66. Cheetah Or tiger?
... cheetah-licious!
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
... hate peanuts love sunflower seeds.. =p
68. Ever hear of, "gorp"?
... what's tht??
69. Ever take dance lessons?
... yup.. ballet.. =.=
70. Want to get married?
... think so??
71. Can you curl your tongue?
... yes!! haha
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
... yeah.. haha
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
... yes.. when i get my omr results.. haha.. in front of so many ppl?!?!?!?! how shameful..
74. Own any record albums?
...my singing sucks..
75. Own a record player?
... no??
76. Love to?
... go shopping and sailing.. =p
77. What is your favorite movie?
... wild child and Hsm (1,2,3)
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
... Zanessa.. =p
79. What was your last concert you saw?
... Sung siew mini concert.. BWAHAHAHA
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
... hot is better..
81.Tea or coffee?
... tea??
82.Favorite kind of cookie?
... Famous Amous and Chipsmore??
83.Can you swim well?
... maybe??
84. Can you hold your breath w/o manually holding your nose?
... 10 secs? yes.. 1 minute?? no..
85. Are you patient?
... not really??
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
... dj
87.Ever won a contest?
... yup..
88. Ever have plastic surgery??
... no?? i love ori.. ^^
89. Which are better black or green olives??
... black..
90. ever masturbed??
... no????????
91. Best room for a fireplace?
... living room..
92. DO you want to get married?
... why ask again??
93. If married, how long have you been married?
... i'm NOT married..
94. Who is your crush?
... Mas.. =p
95. Do you cry and throw stuff until you get your own way?
... no????????
96. Do you have kids?
... how can i have kids??
97. Do you want kids?
... hmph.. maybe??
98. Whats your favorite colors?
... black and white and pink..
99. Do you miss anyone right now?
... i miss him, i miss my dad
100. Who do you wanna see right now?
... him..
well, it's really ALOT.. =.= i'm done!
feel free to tag yourself..
Quote of the day: Find your own happiness.

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Saturday, February 21, 2009.
** 1st Anniversary.
Anniversary.
Well, it's our 1st anniversary today. As we expected, we were both happy in school today. Ha. Ha. Of course i'm not enjoying him poking my stomach! =.=
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Time flies very fast. It's been a year i'm with you. I have alot of fun being with you. I enjoy loving you too. Sometimes, you can make me feel like i'm very special and most of the time, you treat me like a princess. Well, i might admit that, SOMETIMES i forced you to do so. =p But, you did not hesitate to do it for me. Whenever i'm sad, you'll be my pillow. Whenever i'm angry, you'll me my punch-bag. =.= Throughout this 12 months, i guess we never had an arguement before? Except for me angrying you. =.= Well, I'm sorry, ok? hehe.
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Love you lots.
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Quote for the day: Love loving you.

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Thursday, February 19, 2009.
** Hate My Life
Stressful Life

Seriously, when can i ever go out with someone i love "openly"??
I'm quite tired of being in this place. I hate my life. I hate everything. The only time i'm in a mood for happy-ing is in school. Where i won't be bossed around and where i can actually be me. The sensitive me. The playful me. The lively me.
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I know there are a lot of people will be jealous with me. (I mean the ones in Africa) but, at least they have happy lives. It's not that i am not happy now. But, i just cant feel the happiness in my nest. i seek for the happiness several times. But why can't i seek it? I hope the birds in my nest will acknowledge it. I really hope.
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Whenever i'm in my nest, i feel scared. I feel lonely. I feel that i'm not like other birds. So free in their own nest. I hate this feelings. I do not want to be like this. I want to do whatever i like. I dont like being forced. Mostly, I do not like being bossed around by the other birds in my nest. I hate it alot.
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Maybe you will feel that i'm stupid. That i have such a good life yet, i am still complaining. Yes. I admit that i do have a good life. At least i'm not someone who begs for money or no family or always hungry or no nice clothes. Yet, i feel that i'm lack of something else.
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I hate being in this nest. I want love. I want freedom. I want caring from the other birds in the same nest. Caring which doesn't cause hatred.
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Well, the other bird in this nest is soon leaving for further studies. At first, i thought it will be the happiest momment in my life. Cz, I won't be seeing him anymore and i wont be bossed around by him. But, he's my brother anyway. I'm sure i'll feel alone at home. I dont dare to tell him face-to-face, so, i typed it here. Well, if you see me, don't say it out. You'll make me embarrased. =p
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School is quite hard for me now. Especially for Maths and Science. They're my most-hate subjects. I found myself struggling in them. Since, now, in form 4, Maths became Add.Maths and Gen.Maths whereas Science became Physics, Bio and Chemistry. At first i hate only 2 Subjects. Now it's 5! F-I-V-E! Urgh!!!!!!! Hate them lotss!! I wish i'm in the commerce class and i HOPE so.
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I'm signing off now. So that i can finish my suck-y assignments????
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Quote for the day: Do what you like. Try not being force.

Thursday, February 12, 2009.
** Happy Birthday, Qiz!
Well, i'm currently in Rocky's house now.
No one's here yet, so, i made up my mind and post a new post! =.=
I msn'ed vf Madeleine just now.
Gosh, miss her so much!
She'll be back next year!!
WTF?!
So long! aiks.. but.. at least she'll come back lar..
haha


anyway,
It's someone's Birthday today!
Although i do not know her well, but i wanted to wish her happy birthday also.. ^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE HOT AND SEXY BALQIZ!


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Quote for the day: Birthday rocks!

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Sunday, February 8, 2009.
** A Slut
Just now, I was surfing the internet, finding some cool pictures of Dbsk. something really do annoyed me. well, if you know me well, i'm always a great fan of them. there's this girl, idk who the hell she was. but, urgh.. try to look at what she said about Dbsk.

http://beapots.blogspot.com/2008/01/5-worst-names-of-kpop-bad-news-for-us.html

I cannot deny that Dbsk have a lot of names. Tvxq. Dbsk. Tohoshinki.
alot of people said that it's them who made up the names. but well, SHUT UP if you are one of the "people". find out before critisizing, ass!

IT'S NOT THEM WHO MADE UP THE NAMES. IT'S THE PEOPLE FROM VARIOUS COUNTRIES WHO MADE THEM UP. FYI, DIFFERENT COUNTRIES HAVE DIFFERENT LANGUAGES. SO SHUT YOUR PIEHOLES IF YOU WANTED TO SAY THE SAME ISSUE!!!!

Quote for the day: Qossip = fun but hurt. Critisize = Hatred.

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Friday, February 6, 2009.
** Tagged by Rowen??
Tagged by Rowen??


Three names that your friends would call you.
hmph.. let me think..
~ Sunshine
~ Ms. Sensitive
~ Joyce??

Three most important dates in your life.
~ same as rowen, 19th of every month.. haha..
~ 6th November, his birthday.. =p
~ 4th July, the day i was born.........

Three things that you have done in the past 33 minutes...
~ Came back from school
~ Sms Mas
~ Opening my room door??

Three ways of being happy
~ Be with him.. =p
~ Sailing!!
~ Shopping!!

Three of your songs now so far...
~ Can I Have This Dance
~ Womanizer
~ I'm So Paid

Three of your hobbies...
~ Shopping!!
~ Sailing!!
~ Piano fever!!

Three places you want to go for a vacation
~ Paris......... (ahhhhh.... eiffel tower......)
~ Japan.
~ Bali Island.

Three favourite cartoons
~ SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~ Powerpuff Girls. =p
~ P B and J Otter!!!!

Three favourite colours..
~ Pink
~ Black
~ Silver

Top three hang outs...
~ Golf Club
~ Yatch Club
~ Friend's house??

Top three malls you usually go.
~ Warisan Square
~ One Borneo
~ Midvalley

Top three food u love so much...
~ Italy food!!!!
~ Junk food.. (no wonder i'm fat. =.=)
~ The food my mommy cooks.. =p

Top three things special to you...
~ My family of course..
~ My sweet, caring, passionate bf. =p
~ My girlfriends. (Kaewae and Gwacey!!)

Top three attitudes u like..
~ Caring
~ Slightly bitchy??
~ Sporty

Three things you are going to do tomorrow
~ Tuition class
~ Piano lessons
~ Church

Three reasons why you answer this questions.....
~ I wanted to let myself to be free from homeworks. =.=
~ Rowen tagged me..
~ I do not know what to post??

Three people you tagged...
~ Kaewae, Cath
~ Shoe and Stockings, Elton
~ Cva

Quote for the day: Honesty.

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Thursday, February 5, 2009.
** Tvxq Fever
TVXQ FEVER!!!!
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Stage name: Xiah Junsu
Real name: Kim Junsu
Birthday: December 15, 1986
Place of Birth: Gyeonggi
Stage Name: U-Know, Yunho
Real Name: Jung Yunho
Birthday: February 6, 1986
Place of Birth: Gwangiu
Stage Name: Max Changmin
Real Name:Shim Changmin
Birthday: February 18, 1988
Place of Birth: Seoul

Stage Name: Micky Yoochun
Real Name: Park Yoochun
Birthday: June 4, 1986
Place of Birth: Seoul
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Last but not least!!

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MY FAVOURITE ONE!!!!!!!!!
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Stage Name: Hero JaeJoong / YoungWoong JaeJoong
Real Name: Kim Jae Joong
Birthday: January 26, 1986
Place of Birth: Gongju






Quote of the day: Idols, awesome.

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Sunday, February 1, 2009.
** One Whole Week
One Whole Week
One whole week if more than enough for me. I couldn't see you, I couldn't talk to you, well, at least a day. But it's only for 8 minutes! The one-whole-week thing is driving me NUTS! Time did not fly in this whole week. URGH!! I hate it!! Ten minutes is likeone hour! I missed you! I can't wait to be in school tomorrow. I just can't wait. I hate holidays. I hate it ALOT! =(
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Although, this whole week I'm quite upset at missing you, well, at least there are friends who cheered me up. Friends like Grace, Cath, Elton and Daryl.
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Cath and I went to Elton's House for a CNY celebration. Well, we played the ps, which drives Cath insane?? @.@ Cath, try not to bang the walls when you're REALLY driving, aight?? haha. oh, ya! and don't try to drive backwards! =p
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Quote for the day: Missing.

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Pieces Of Me
A girl who's, most probably, a hopeless romantic. *blushes*
loves music, watersports especially sailing and scuba-diving.
super into fashion
chunky rings and earrings make me really happy! :)
colourful clothes are fun and vibrant!
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Ooohs And Aaaahs!

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