** Heartbreak
I permed my hair yesterday and it did not turn out what I really wanted. Well, better than none lar. Now, my hair is as bushy as the squirrel's tail. =.=
I wonder how people survive long-distance relationship. Some make it and they really get married. But some, they rather give up than suffering. What is love actually? Love can make you feel confused. Love can make you suffer. Love can make you feel depressed. And love can make you sad in just one second. A single second, you will be like a lonely human. Feeling unwanted and lost. But in a single, you can be the happiest person in this entire world. Ask yourself, are you willing to suffer for love? Are you willing to stay with one person for ever?
I used to feel that forever is a fake word. It doesn't really exist in this world. I used to feel that forever is a nonsense. In a relationship, a couple could say "I love you forever" but do not really mean it. In one second, "forever" can make you feel really happy. But when you broke up, "forever" will make you feel like you are being fooled for all this time. Couples usually doesnt think of the pros and cons of "forever" when they are love-blind. It's easy to say but it's hard to be serious about "forever".
I understand that every steps I made must have at least a consequence. I believe that I made the right choice and I will not be regret about it.
Quote for the day: Every single step you made brings you to a consequence.
Labels: In LOVE
Sunday, January 31, 2010.
** GG
Completed season 1. Waiting for season 2 and must watch 3 soon!
waiting for cath to bring this to me!!
Quote for the day: I did not fail the exam. I just found 100 ways to do it wrong. (Benjamin Franklyn)
Labels: Shopping Time
Tuesday, January 26, 2010.
** boredom!
It's Daryl's birthday yesterday. I feel soooooooooooooo bad for not showing up! =(
We had physics and add maths paper for today, which are all very very boring! I went to school this morning and took the medical certificate to Mr. G. I usually skip school once or twice in a year. So, you don't expect me to be aware of who's gonna sign the letter thingy. Went to Mr. G and got scolded for my stockings and my letter thingy still sign-less. Went to Cikgu Amy's place and she wasn't there. Wtf? School ends, went to Cikgu Amy's again. Yes! She's there but she made me walk to Mr. Moh. =.= Dammit.
Quote for the day: Cry for the world.
Labels: School-Holic
Sunday, January 24, 2010.
** questions and more questions.
You wouldn't know when will the arrow of the cupid struck your heart. You wouldn't know when your "love of your life" will appear. You wouldn't know what will happen the next day. Here I am, thinking of my life. Thinking of my past, my present, my future.
For all these years, I fantasize about my future. ALOT. Shelves and shelves of heels. Closets of outfits. Tons of handbags. I mean, which girl wouldn't fantasize about those right? But, I've learnt a lot in these few years. It's not easy to have your fantasy world. You have to work hard to reach your goal.
I love being loved and I love being pampered. I'm quite sarcastic in sometimes and I can be really bossy sometimes. I'm just lucky to have you to tolerate for me.
Quote for the day: Life won't be easy before hard work.
Labels: Me Time
Saturday, January 23, 2010.
** total mess.
Friday, January 22, 2010.
** Sometimes.
Sometimes I wonder what keeps me going.
Sometimes I ponder what makes me myself.
Everytime my mood swings, you are there to set it back.
Evertime I go wrong, you are there to get me back.
Evertime when my tears began to drop, you were there to hold it.
Your shoulders were there when I was sad.
Your words were there when I was down.
You coloured my dreams with your presence,
You scented my thoughts with your presence.
I wish I am your watch so that I can hold your hand always.
I love you.
Quote for the day: You never know when fate appears to you.
Labels: In LOVE
Monday, January 18, 2010.
** Long-time Friend.
Jeremy.
He's a friend I know since I was primary 2. He is a great friend. Very honest, very mean sometimes and very tame. =) He's chubby, cute and is my snoopy. =) I love his chubby face but hate his mean-ess. =.= He's leaving for Sydney today. We'll always miss him. =(
Jeremy, REMEMBER TO SEND ME POSTCARDS!!!!!
Quote for the day: Cherish your buddies.
Labels: Friends.
Sunday, January 17, 2010.
** Russian Roulette
I L.O.V.E gourmet pies from Secret Recipe!!
Quote for the day: Eat!
Labels: holiday..
Friday, January 15, 2010.
** Gossips.
For me, boys reached 20s are considered boys who can actually think. I mean they will not use their butt to think anymore. But, i guess I am wrong. Damn. This is the first time i met this kind of person.
Before this, the only people who gossips (for me) is girls. I guess there ARE such things as gossips boys. wtf man.
If you are reading this fucking post, good. What the fuck is wrong with you man Don't you having a fucking life to do? Seriously, get a life man. You are damn immature and stupid. What an idiot you are man. Look at your age and think of what you are doing man. Yes, I am a Sung Siew girl. But that doesn't mean that I'm a whore. Yes, I do curse people. But only that person is an asshole. I cursed you because you are an asshole, fucker. Whatever you do, seriously, I don't give a shit of it. But if you ever EVER hurt my bestfriend again, fuck you.
Quote for the day: Mind your own business.
Labels: School-Holic
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** Sunshine of My Life.
This morning was a cold morning. I woke up in a cold room as my air-conditioner was at its lowest degree. It was dark. Outside my room and inside my heart. I feel alone. Yea, it was weird but yep. This was my feeling. I got ready for school, knowing that I will be feeling the same thing again. Reached school in a sleepy yet lazy mood. I had Add Maths and Maths early in the morning. Which was good because it wasn't really that hot and I can actually focus.
Free period. Went to kelab khidmat for a little gossips and some updates with Corrie thn,
BAM! The stupid mood came again. I was sad and desperate. Shit. I hate this feeling. I was whining and pleading and bad-mood-ing all the time. When it came to the last period, 2 drops of tears were finally out. I hate this feeling. I really really wished that time can pass faster. I feel kinda emo these few days which is driving me crazy. Totally bananas.
p/s I love the sun.
to the world, you might be somebody but to somebody, you are the world.
Quote for the day: Learn to love.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010.
** heart.
It's been awhile since I feel this happy. I love the moment but I hate the time. I wish time can pause whenever I want it to be. I want time to freeze at happy moments. I want to control the time. If I have the ability to do such thing, I will do it. Unluckily, these are dreams. In reality, you cannot stop the time. Time flies. Happy moments come and go. Sad moments come and go. It's like a ferris wheel. Your very own ferris wheel. I wish I will be at the top of the ferris wheel forever and forever.
Quote for the day: Learn to live.
Labels: School-Holic
Sunday, January 10, 2010.
** I.Am.A.Bee
I might as well say that i'm a busy bee this week. A lot to prepare. A lot to do and a lot of gossips. =.=
This first week is actually a disaster to me. I'm quite in a mood swing this week. I can be totally happy in the morning and completely miserable in the afternoon when I'm all by myself. And, I was thinking really bad stuff that could happen to me always. I did a lot of thinkings throughout this week. I kept thinking of my future which totally blinds my eyes.
I realised that there are a lot of people. A LOT of them are having fringe. =.= Everyone has their own tiny insy winsy bit of change where i'm still me. The boring me. =.=
Quote for the day: Love busy and learn to go busy. Do not hate busy as you won't progress without busy.
Labels: School-Holic
Friday, January 8, 2010.
** cereals.
I super love Corn Flakes now!
Quote for the day: Get your own life.
Labels: holiday..
Saturday, January 2, 2010.
** Rise and Shine
I will be 17 this year and I can't actually believe that this is actually happening. I still remember when i was 6, i wanted to be 10. And when i was 10, I wanted to be 13. When i was 13, I wanted to be 17 and BAM! I'm 17 this year. =.= and I wanted to be 6 again. What the hell right? I'm guessing that maybe everyone thinks like this.
2010 is actually a challenging year for me. I'm quite into music and I'm planning to continue my studies in a music college. As a result, I have to face 3 big E X A M I N A T I O N S this year. My SPM, Grade 8 practical exam and my theory for Grade 5. I'm still kinda blur of the major and minor stuff in the music college. Do i really have to have a minor instrument? Can I have the major only? A lot to study, A lot to find out and A lot of pressure!
Till then, people.
Quote for the day: Plan ahead.
Labels: holiday..
Friday, January 1, 2010.
