** Blog Update

I'm currently sitting in the dewan of school. Trees are swaying from right to left, cars passing by from right to left, left to right. Problems are slowly floating into my mind, my brain, my heart and my head.

Have you ever been into a situation which is hard to decide? I mean, you'll face problem in deciding what to do. Sometimes, you don't even know what to do. Speechless in short.

Loving someone is tiring. That's what i'd experienced last time. Well, all these time, i tought i was correct. But, well, Loving someone IS tiring. But not all of the loves are tiring. You'll have to find a way to make yourself comfortable with love.

Love is something that everyone must have. No matter who are you, how harsh are you, how sarcastic are you or how violent are you, you'll need love by the end of the day.

I swear that even the violent-ess person in the entire world will wish to snuggle into his/her companion's shoulder to have some caring from his/her companion.

If you really love someone, you'll learn to respect him. You'll feel that you both need honesty. It's quite true. What people always say, honesty is the best policy. No honesty, no love. If you never feel honesty in youself and YOU YOURSELF is in a relationship, i'm advising you to quit it. QUIT IT!

Love is not tiring. Love is all about fun. Tiring is an excuse. An excuse of avoiding all the problems and an excuse of being alone instead of with your companion.

So, my friends who are facing problems, SOVLE IT!!!!!!

Quote of the day: Honesty is really the best policy.

Labels: In LOVE, Life Is Getting Better With You, School-Holic

** School Blogging!

Hey! I'm now in school. Since this is the first time i blog in school, I'm feeling a little bit excited. Haha.

Teacher is teaching right in front of me! She don't know that i'm actually on the internet now. Haha.

Sorry la cikgu. =p

Yesterday was the prefects' camp. Every prefect today was really tired. Haha. Luckily i slept for 15 hours yesterday. If not, I'll be the one who's lying on the table now. Haha.

Bye lar!

Quote for the day: Be honest! =p

Labels: In LOVE, Life Is Getting Better With You, School-Holic

** Dad's Birthday in Countdown!

** Thanks

Well, i'm surprise to all of the comments in my cbox.

Thanks a lot.

School starts again. Boring.

Went to school with a sleepy condition. I wish to sleep the whole day! Urgh.

What bothers me lots is that homeworks! Piles of them! I hate homeworks. Why do the teachers want to give us homeworks???? Yeah, I know that it's to make us to do revision. But, aiya. I mean. Most of us don't really do it on our own also. It's not that the teachers don't know that?? O.O

Short post for today.


Quote for the day: Obedience is the best.

Labels: boring day.. dully.., In LOVE, Life Is Getting Better With You, School-Holic

** Memory Flows Back

Popo is currently in SMC. Kk. Popo is having health problem. She's having kidneys failure. Both of her kidney are not functioning anymore and she have to go for dialysis. This dialysis thingy started on the 1st day of CNY. Popo wasn't really happy that time. As i sit back on the chair, Drinking my icy cold water, memories of the past starting to flow back into my brain.

i still remember when i'm young, popo and gong gong used to be my babysitter when mom and dad are busy. Gong gong always try his best to make me happy and popo always cooks good food for me and my brother to eat. Whenever i want something and mom doesn't want to buy for me, the 1st person i headed to will be my popo. =p

Gong gong and popo is the best person in my life. I love them alot. Unfortunately, i do not why. but, there's once, i begun to hate gong gong. I feel that he's quite annoying in some way. I feel really really regret for showing that feeling to him. Hmph. I was in Primary two when gong gong was having some health problem.

The doctor told us that there's a big tumour in gong gong's brain. That time, i was still a kid. I do not know what is a tumour. But i kept quiet. Mommy left me, my brother and my dad at home and went to kl with my uncle and gong gong to cure the sickness. I was quite fustrated with my mom. For leaving me behind and not bringing me to kl.

I thought that my mom was going to kl to have fun. Mommy called us everyday and told us about gong gong's condition. After 2 or 3 days, gong gong went for an operation. Surprisingly, it was a 10 hours operation. After that operation, mommy called us again. She said that gong gong's condition weren't that good.

The next day, daddy brought us to meet gong gong. I still remember how was it. When we were walking towards the Intensive Care Unit (I.C.U) where my gong gong was. When i 1st saw gong gong, i was really shocked. I neary couldn;t recognise gong gong. There long scar on the head. His head was really swollen. There's alot of tubes sticking all around his body. The waist. The nose. The mouth. The hand. I cried. Gong gong can't even speak properly. He can only whisper.

When popo went to the hospital, popo cried and cried and cried. She kept calling lao bak tiu.. That is what popo call gong gong always. They were like a pair of unseparable dove. They love each other alot. On the 29.02.2002, gong gong met his end of his life. Popo was really tough. She controlled her tears from rolling down her cheek.

It's been 7 years now. Popo is still living happily. Sometimes, when i peek into her room, she'll sob quietly. I know that she misses gong gong a lot. Now that she's having this sickness, she'll sob more often.

I hope popo will be tough always.


Quote for the day: Obey you older ones.

Labels: holiday.., In LOVE, love and kisses................

** Hero, Heroin?

well, I admit that my blog had been dead for almost two weeks. (i think?) The stupid line at home isn't functioning. AGAIN!


we're currently having our school holiday. Which almost all of us will be cheering for it! =.= But, hey, i do miss school, aight? although i hate studying. haha.

I think most of you know that there's two brand new hero and heroin in our school. They masturbated and made themselves "high", which disgust almost all of us. I mean, why do they want to record it?? Both of them are crying. For what? If they don't do it, sure this kind of things won't be happening, right?

For the boy, i'm speechless. Cuz i'm a friend of his and i think i better shut my mouth before i said something. =.=

For the girl, well, she's not really that pretty. And she made 12 videos of herself masturbating. WTF? it's 12! not 1 or 2! Hello?????? she's a girl! for her mom's sake. I cant imagine how her mom reacts when she sees her own daughter's movie.

There's alot of gossips in school about this two person. And, alot of them said that these all starts with LOVE. huh. I think it's an excuse?? If you're really desperate to do it, do it but don't record lar. If you really want to record it for some reason, save it in a safe place lar. At least not in the phone?? I think saving in the phone is a complete idiot. =.=

L.O.V.E

Quote for the day: Love yourself.

** Goreng Pisang, Pisang Goreng??

** Shopping Time!

** Pressure, pressure Go Away!!

It's been quite awhile and i'm getting used to my "mushroom" head. =.= As it is what my friends called me this week. I can't deny that i DO have a "mushroom" head now. haha. At first, it's a bit awkward. I complained every single day in the 1st 3 days. I wiiiiiiiiiiiiiished i had my front hair back. =.=

This is what Cath wrote on the paper which is on my desk. She wrote it while i went to toilet with Grace. =.= Naughty Cath! Actually it's quite cute lar. Especially with the "HAR HAR!" The new way of Cath saying haha. Haha! She advertised her new cartoon, the cucumber on this paper too! See! My paper is so famous that Cath decided to use it as the advertisement of her launching of "i'm femes"! Haha. Joke lar. =p

Labels: In LOVE, Life Is Getting Better With You, Me Time, School-Holic

** Tag By the Creator of "I'm Femes"

Rules to the tag:
1. List these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.
3. Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yous.
4. Tag 7 people at the end of your blog postby leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.



7 facts about me!

1. i'm sensitive.
2. i have a chubby face. =.=
3. i hate PLASTICS!
4. TVXQ fever, that's me! =p
5. heart my TVXQ collections.
6. sometimes, i'm quite sarcastic. =)
7. a girl who doesnt like studying SCIENCE.


6 unspectacular quirks

1. I like to have bubble bath. =)
2. I have to have at least 10 soft toys sleeping with me everynight! =p
3. i like to touch my face. =.=
4. looooooooove lollipops. =D
5. love unique.
6. play!

7 person i tag

aiya. tag yourself lar. =p

Quote for the day: Honesty is the best policy?

Labels: In LOVE, Life Is Getting Better With You, School-Holic, taggy..

** Different Hairstyle??

Oh, well. I'd changed my hairstyle. After 4 years of the old one. I finally have the guts to change. =.= Now, i have a totally bang cut. Which turns out to be weird? what to do? have to wait for my new hair.

Mas and I are both doing great! I'm so glad that we are still having a strong relationship. =p We play and tickle and talk and laugh everyday TOGETHER! I heart him lots! =p

Off I go again! Too-doos!

Quote for the day: Think before you do.

Labels: In LOVE, Life Is Getting Better With You, Me Time, School-Holic