** Memory Flows Back

Popo is currently in SMC. Kk. Popo is having health problem. She's having kidneys failure. Both of her kidney are not functioning anymore and she have to go for dialysis. This dialysis thingy started on the 1st day of CNY. Popo wasn't really happy that time. As i sit back on the chair, Drinking my icy cold water, memories of the past starting to flow back into my brain.

i still remember when i'm young, popo and gong gong used to be my babysitter when mom and dad are busy. Gong gong always try his best to make me happy and popo always cooks good food for me and my brother to eat. Whenever i want something and mom doesn't want to buy for me, the 1st person i headed to will be my popo. =p

Gong gong and popo is the best person in my life. I love them alot. Unfortunately, i do not why. but, there's once, i begun to hate gong gong. I feel that he's quite annoying in some way. I feel really really regret for showing that feeling to him. Hmph. I was in Primary two when gong gong was having some health problem.

The doctor told us that there's a big tumour in gong gong's brain. That time, i was still a kid. I do not know what is a tumour. But i kept quiet. Mommy left me, my brother and my dad at home and went to kl with my uncle and gong gong to cure the sickness. I was quite fustrated with my mom. For leaving me behind and not bringing me to kl.

I thought that my mom was going to kl to have fun. Mommy called us everyday and told us about gong gong's condition. After 2 or 3 days, gong gong went for an operation. Surprisingly, it was a 10 hours operation. After that operation, mommy called us again. She said that gong gong's condition weren't that good.

The next day, daddy brought us to meet gong gong. I still remember how was it. When we were walking towards the Intensive Care Unit (I.C.U) where my gong gong was. When i 1st saw gong gong, i was really shocked. I neary couldn;t recognise gong gong. There long scar on the head. His head was really swollen. There's alot of tubes sticking all around his body. The waist. The nose. The mouth. The hand. I cried. Gong gong can't even speak properly. He can only whisper.

When popo went to the hospital, popo cried and cried and cried. She kept calling lao bak tiu.. That is what popo call gong gong always. They were like a pair of unseparable dove. They love each other alot. On the 29.02.2002, gong gong met his end of his life. Popo was really tough. She controlled her tears from rolling down her cheek.

It's been 7 years now. Popo is still living happily. Sometimes, when i peek into her room, she'll sob quietly. I know that she misses gong gong a lot. Now that she's having this sickness, she'll sob more often.

I hope popo will be tough always.


Quote for the day: Obey you older ones.

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