** Today I can't take it anymore.

Well, I have no idea why did I choose the picture above. Just wanna spice things up with something cute wtf.

So, hello blog. Like I've mentioned in the earlier post, I'm still doing my action research and thank God, it's almost the end of it. I can almost see the light at the other end of the tunnel! Hip hip hooray! I can't wait to go home for the holidays, where I can truly relax and not think about anything else except for an assignment which I don't really mind to do it ten times!

Anyway, something happened today, Mr. Blog. See, I always try to do what the lecturer said cz well, he's a lecturer and I'm a student. What else can I do right? I can't really see another way of it. So, Nong and I went to class earlier and before that, our lecturer, let's call him Latexman. Latexman sent a text in our group chat, telling us or informing us that today's lecture will be looking at other students' presentation and try to get some information there about how it'll be like when we present our research next week (omaigoddddd *pulls hair*). So both of us casually walked into our lecture room and we saw other lecturer and two other students that are already there.

As soon as we got there, Latexman came in and suddenly commented on a lot of things about our presentation slides. The weird thing is that he just commented the same thing yesterday and come one. He expects us to finish editing everything in a day time? And everything I meant the whole research. Just like he always does, he told me to present my presentation. For a split second I was shocked. What if I suddenly tell him to dance in front of the class?? Eventhough I told him how unprepared I was, he insited me to present.

Gosh, I wish I could punch something at that moment. The thing is, I don't mind to present my presentation if I'm ready and my slides are well-prepared. When he told me to present, only 20% of my slides are prepared to be seen by judgemental eyes. This is the thing that I really really really hate about. Why wanna force me when I'm not prepared to present???? I always obey his commands if I think I'm capable of doing it but not this, Latexman. You should have known me better than this! I'm not your puppet where you can just pull any strings whenever you want! I have my limit too and today, you pushed it way too much! Despite the fact that I dislike you, I still help you to do stuff because I respect you as an elder, a lecturer and an educator but today, I just can't anymore. Sorry, Latexman. I officially dislike you now! *angry face*

Feels so good after rambling about this in my blog. Ahh.. Reminds me of why I first started this blog. To document my feelings, life experiences and things I want to remind myself in the future. Better get back to my report-writing! Bye, Mr. Blog!

Quote for the day: Never force anything on someone.