** Expect The Unexpected

Sometimes in life, you have friends who do things that you might not like or agree on. This is what happened to me. Landy (the name is changed) is was a really quiet girl when we first got here. She kept everything to herself and she can hardly open up to the others. When I first saw her, I was thinking what's wrong with this girl? There must be something going on with her life. The first semester of foundation year has always kept the newbies busy for the big event they had to do by the end of that particular semester. So, there will be a lot of practices as we were assigned to perform.

This girl, Landy, she skipped practice over and over again until I couldn't stand it and wrote her a note and told her not to skip practice anymore as what we really needed was practice to make our performance perfect and not to mention, to get marks. She received that letter and came to me, spilling out EVERYTHING and her 'everything' is A LOT to take in for me. Since that day, I felt so bad for not being her friend as what she really needed is a friend. What WE really needed is friends when we're away from home. Friends are important. I started invited her to everything and anything I was doing. (Healthy ones in case you're wondering -.-)

All of a sudden, this girl told me about a really big problem. I offered to help. There's no one who's willing to help and I HAVE TO help her out of it. It's now or never. Wtf. Anyway, while helping her with that problem, I was afraid and called few of my friends in the campus for back-up (kononnya -.-) but none of them asked me to stay and help her but they asked me to go back to the campus. I was really in a dilemma. Despite the things my friends had said, I stayed and stood up for her.

We had some really memorable momments and fun experience. I cherish them all. Eventually, we became really good friends just like Nancy (name is changed also) and I and apparently, Nancy doesn't really like Landy and a huge conflict happened between the three of us. Nancy said that I have Landy and I don't need her anymore. The fact is that I really didn't now that me being close with Landy and having Landy with us is so not okay for her. At last, both of them become distant from each other and I'm in the middle wtf.

Well, that was a few months ago already.

Landy isn't as close to me as she used to be anymore. She found her new friends and she doesn't need me anymore. She even talked behind my back. Oh well. If that is what she wants. I'm hurt because I treated her as my really good friend and have no intention to so called "pakai buang" her. AT ALL. No matter how many times she said sarcastic things in front of me to poke my heart, I'm still there for her. Sigh. Mom is right. If she really understands me and treats me as a really good friend, she will have faith in me. It is already proven that she doesn't cherish me at all and she doesn't even trust me.


Goodbye Landy. I'm sure she doesn't need me now. At least she isn't lonely now.

Quote for the day: Never play with anyone's feeling because karma's a bitch.