** loveyou, catherino!

Okay, calm down. This post is going to be about what I've been going through and the highlights of my holiday.

Let's be emotional for awhile.

It hurts when you said that. Seriously, all these time, you think of us as the worst friendship you've ever had? The shittiest one? I treasured you. Yes, you do have a bad behaviour. I stood by you all the time but you treated me like that.

I never thought of replacing you with anyone. I have the right to have more than one close friend right? Both of you are my closest friend. Why do you want me to choose? What kind of behaviour is that? Grow up.  You're nineteen. Not nine.

I AM NOT GOING TO KISS YOUR ASS.

Maybe I'm jinx or whatsoever they call it. Whenever I feel that I'm having a better friendship, something will happen. When is this going to stop? Seriously. Now, you are avoiding me. I've tried to reach out to you but you ran away. Okay, fine. This is your choice. You're the one who doesn't cherish us. You're the one who's not trying your best. You're the one who's walking away. I tried talking to you but you didn't take it seriously. This is what you want? Okay, I'll leave you alone. Sure, I'll be upset for a period of time. But I know I'm strong enough to overcome it. Not that because I have another friend to replace you. But because you've hurt me enough to stop me from hurting myself. I'm disappointed in this friendship, you and myself. I'm going to miss the times we had together. I'll cherish those times. I love you and bye, my friend.

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Something to cheer myself up,

I got my diving license!


Ignore my ugly smile. I GOT MY OPEN WATER DIVER'S LICENSE! I'm a diver! I'm officially a diver! ;) I'm just so thrilled and excited for my next dive! Although it's only 18 metres below water level. -.- Definitely going for the advance open diver course! Maybe end of this year or the beginning of next year! I super can't wait to see those sea creatures again!

During my vacay, I did quite a lot of travellings. I went back to Sandakan, went to Ldu and then back to Sdk and then back to Ldu again and then to Sdk AGAIN, and then flew to Twu, went to Semporna by car and then to the resort (to get my diving license!) and then back to Twu and flew back to Sdk the next day.

Overall, it was an AWESOME holiday! I got to see my adorable cuzzies, spent time with the fam (although I only got to see daddy for a few days ☹) , got my diving license ♥! and spending time with Kelly ;).

Here are the pictures to my vacay! BEHOLD!





















Quote for the day: Friends are important.