** Trust. It's all i need.

i admit that i had the worst result in this entire world. But i am improving myself. Why can't anyone believe that I AM IMPROVING? Is it had to believe? I am currently grounding myself. I can go out and party if i want to. But i did not. Why? Because of all of you. But why can't all of you support me and not yelling at me all the time? Why? Seriously, i really could use some of ur supports in my studies. So, please. Stop nagging me. I am doing my job as a daughter and a student. I know what i am doing. Stop it. Please. It hurts. Alot.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010.

** An Elastic Band.

I have been neglecting my blog for a couple weeks. Or months. Everytime when I wanted to post something on my blog, there are boundaries. Well, I can honestly say that I'm no good for boundaries. I hate boundaries. Boundaries make me sick. Very sick!

I hope that the pressure I have now acts as a motivator more than a mental-jail. I hope I don't fall apart before SPM. Tensions and Pressure are my new enemy right now. Damn.

Quote for the day: Forcing yourselves to do something you do not like will turns out to be a disaster.

Saturday, August 14, 2010.

** Deep Sorrow.

Friday, August 6, 2010.