How can I be in this awful condition? This is the first time I feel so Alone. So lonely. So cry-ish. I feel like an original crying baby now. Damn. It's been the whole day. I kept telling myself that it will be okay. Everything will be okay in the afternoon or evening or even at night. But what did I get? Disappointment. A hurtful heart. Tears. Sorrow. Loneliness. I hate this feeling. Seriously, I hate this feeling. How can people be so selfish sometimes? How can I be in this situation? Aren't I the happy one? Where is my happiness? Where is it? How can I find it back? How can I fill my heart with happiness again? Questions and questions and questions in the back of my brain. Hiding layers and layers under my heart. I feel like a lost girl who fall into a dark pit, waiting for an impossible rescue.
This is suffering. This leaves me in total sorrow and pain.
Labels: Me Time
Friday, June 4, 2010.
