** Why Me.

Today, I feel like no one understand me. Yes, today. I used to have a person who understands me well. What happen today? Why does everyone treats me like this? I needed a person to listen to me but no one was there. Why? Why am I the one?

I do not hope for everyone's attention. All I need is one person who is willing to listen to me. One person who is willing to listen to me 24/7. I found one but today, the one was not at my service.

I had a bad day. I wanted to scream. I wanted to talk to the toilet bowl and flush everything away. I wanted to be out of this cage. I wanted to be free. I wanted to be in a pair of arms and let every single drop of tears out.

I am feeling very depressed now. Depressed enough to sit in front of my dog and just to stare into his eyes, hoping that he will comfort me. Hoping that he knows my problems and hoping that he will be the arms i wanted. Reality, a dog is a dog. He is not a human. Even if he does comfort me, I will not know what is he trying to tell me.

I really wanted someone who can listen.

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