** mood change.

I was actually making a very good effort to upload my pictures here. I uploaded almost all the pictures i took. Phew. I can't believe i took 3 days to upload all my pictures i took. =.=

It's been a really though week for me and my life. I've been through ups and downs throughout this entire week.

In the beginning of this week, i felt really really depressed. I felt like the whole world was falling down, landing on me. It's like suddenly, there's a big stone on top of me, causing me not to move at all. I'm really really lucky to have Audrey and Corrie beside me. They lifted me up from tht damp soil.

During tht week, i'd realised that best friend and a long-ago-friend are totally different. I've treated her as my bestest friend. Yes, she did say that she'll some back to me and will not hide anything from me anymore. I was really really stupid to believe what she'd said. I'm still waiting for the day she'll tell me the truth. During this awful week, I really felt that I was The Ugly Duckling. I thought no one will ever care me and, I don't really feel like I'm having friends anymore.

Until, when I really can't stand that dreadful moment and let the tears to do their jobs, Corrie, Audrey and Kelly came. From that very moment, I felt blessed and I'm really thankful. Not to forget, Kylie also. She had to accompany me when i'm all alone and when they were busy. Deep, I'll explain everything to you when we met. =)

I love you guys.

After the whole crying drama, there's Leng's birthday and Jeremy's farewell. Where we cried. Again.

Jeremy. What can I say about him? He's a really cute person, actually. I really can't accept the fact that he's leaving us soon. But, what to do right. He has to advance. We have to advance. So, I'll just say farewell and good luck. Oh! Jeremy, just in case you're reading my blog, please please remember to send me postcards!!

These are the pictures for Jeremy's farewell and Leng's birthday. Enjoy.