** Disappointed

have you ever think of my feelings?
have you ever think of what i want?
have you ever think of what am i thinking?
scoldings are not solving problems.
i really don't feel like i belong to this place.


i've never heard other scolding them stupid or useless.
if you feel that i made you lost your face, why do you want me??
why dont you put me into the orphanage?????
i do not want this kind of place..
i did try my best!
i really did!
you never notice it!
what you did is
you came back, scolded me and asked me to do something.
do not say that it's dating that makes this thing happened.
why dont you ask yourself is this my problem or YOURS.
do you think that i am happy with it also???
DO YOU THINK THAT I DO NOT CARE ABOUT IT????
i am also a human being.
i have feeling..
i need love also.
i need caring also.
did you give me all of those??
do you think that you have already gave me all of those??
i hate this place.
i do not want to be here.
i hate it.
you said that you are very disappointed in me.
in the same way, me too.


Quote for the day: Hatred.