** Cry Baby

It's been a long day today..
I didn't sms him for a day ady..
we still have 6 days to go through..
hmph..
look at the bright side,
i went for pizza today.
good for me. =p
eating is the only option for me to be happy. =p
although today is quite a hard day for me..


dear..
i really had a hard day today..
i cried 3 times today..
u know what??
i received a letter from my ahyi..
i am so happy..
and i cried.. =.=
tears of joy, i might add.. hehe..
this morning, i went to breakfast in mile 4 with my mom, my brother and my cute cousin..
and, hun..
guess what..
i quarrel with my brother again..
and i cried in the public..
how shameful.. @.@
my cute cousin was like..
(huh???? what happen????)
but..
hmph..
he hurt my heart..
now my eyes are pain ady..
haha..
thanks to the tears? @.@



To the older brothers and sisters in the house,
do you guys actually bully your younger ones??
or.. do you guys actually love them alot..
hmph..
i guess i own a bully-type brother..
why is he like that?
im a little bit tired of it already..
my mom told me that when i was born,
my brother used to love me alot..
in cantonese, sek dou ngo loong.. @.@
at first, i do not remember anything about he loving me alot..
but when i look at the pictures he took with me,
i believed it..
and i try to like him.. and not hating him..
whatever he wants, i try to do it for him..
but why does he want to treat me like that??
i don't understand..
what did i do wrong??
hmph..
you guys, don't bully ur younger ones anymore.. (if you are doing it)
you know?
it hurts.
not on the outside..
but on the inside..
i always ask my mom..
ma, why my friends get loving siblings and i got the bully-type sibling..
she did not answer me back..
i hope he will change..
i try not to hate him anymore..
but he keep on doing it again and again and again..
when will e stop?
will it ends??
i don't know..
i hope it will end soon..............


Quote for the day: Crying is tiring.