** The Most Important Persons In My Life

lately, i did something that makes them unhappy.
i began to think about my wrong-did.
i feel that i am a bad girl.
i feel that i am a bad daughter.
and i feel that i am like a disobedient daughter.
i told myself.
why do i wanted to do this?
sometimes, i hurt their feelings just because of my selfish feelings..
i am sorry for what i'd done.
sorry.

they made me happy.
they made me sad.
they made me feel that i'm the luckiest girl in this entire world.
they gave me light in my life.
i love them very much.

(unknown name),
u might tought that i dont really care u.
i feel that i did too..
i wanted to care u more.
but everytime i saw u, i do not feel like talking to u.
in my heart, i miss u.
i do miss u.
and i love u.
u raised me up without any complaints.
u raised me up without having the feeling of u-are-such-a-burden-to-me.
i might be a little rebellious sometimes.
but all i wanted to say is i love u.
u are important to me.
although i can't see u everyday,
but u will always be in my heart.

(unknown name),
knowing that he is not always with us,
i should have care u more.
i did.
i really did.
but i think it's not enough.
sometimes, when i had a bad mood,
i'll become really fustrated.
and everyone who talked to me will be my victim.
but,
i am sorry that u were one before.
sorry.
i will change.
i know that everything u did is for our good.
but we did not appreciate it.
i promise u and him that i will change.
i wanted to care u more.
and i love u too.


to everyone that is reading my blog,
we are born to make mistake.
the important part is we have to learn from our mistake.
wake up and treat them(if u know who i'm talking bout) nicely.

Quote for the day: Appreciate what u have now.