** Left Out =(

Things finally went totally bananas..
I'm not sure what feelings are these.
Is this jealousy?
Is this the I-am-so-alone feelings??
or is this the situation of being.. Left out?
for the past few years, i had been surrounded by friends.
true friends? fake friends?
IDK.
all of the sudde, teacher started to cahnge our places.
i was far from all my BF.
and what does that mean?
LONELY.
all my BF have their friends now. but..
where's mine?
sometimes, i feel like crying.
but..
tears are not rolling down my cheek.
what can i do now?
i am totally lost.
i do miss the moment i've been with them.
i love them alot.
but i don't feel the same feeling from the.
am i out of the team ALREADY?
i just wanted to be with them.
but.. i guess she and she don't.
luckily i still have one by my side.
now that they have their very own friends,
i guess there will be no reason for me to be with them.








i got this feeling since....
i don't know when..
but i realised it few days ago.
she was talking to her buddies.
and.. i think.. i am invisible there..
they have their own topics and.. i am at the back standing, listening and.. silence.
i feel like i'm a ghost.
a ghost that never get noticed by others.
a ghost that have nothing in it.
why do these happen on me?
i am always talking but in that very moment..
i can hardly talk.
i wanted my BF back.


to one of my BF..
i have a confession to make.
when some of them are telling me about your stuff,
i kinda believed.
i am sorry..
friends should believe each other.
and.. don't worry.
i'm still at your back.



Quote for the day: Friends.