** so..

FREEDOM!!
i really want freedom badly.
i want to
~ go parties without getting scolded.
~ go "lepak-ing" with friends.
~ go out with my sunshine BADLY!!
~ be with him everyday with the nodding of my parents
~ stop being scolded everything EVENTHOUGH IT IS NOT MY FAULT!
~ sms without getting scolded.
~ do whatever i wanted to. ( hey, i know the limits. ok? )
last but not least.
~ BE FREE!!!


haih..
life is getting tough since i'm form 1.
you cannot go to parties!
you cannot "paktoh"!
you cannot go out from the house!
you cannot play comp games!
haih..
cannot this cannot that.
I AM REALLY GETTING INSANE!!
i really don't understand.
why do they wanted to do that to me.
WHY?!?!?!?!?!
i am already 15 years old.
i know what to do and what not to do.
what do you guys expect me to do?!
S**?!
if you guys are really about this, i have nothing to say!
TOTALLY NOTHING!
how can i rely on you if you can't even trust me?!
you hurt me badly.
real bad.
i need love.
love from outside.
the love of inside is already hopeless.
i'm sorry to say that.
but.. sorry.
no matter what happens, i will always love you guys.


Quote for the day: Everyone needs freedom and privacy.

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