I can't imagine life without you. I can't imagine when you're gone how will my life be. I can't imagine when will i see you once you're gone. I can't imagine what will my mood be without you.
I feel like crying, But i do not want you to know. I'll wait for the arrival of the stormy weathers. So that i can cry under the rain. And you won't be able to see that i'm actually crying.
Raindrops falling from heaven Could never take away my misery But since we're not together I'll wait for stormy weather To hide these tears I hope you'll never see
I know i shouldn't cry.. but, i can't control myself. sorry.
Quote for the day: Appreciate your love ones when they are with you. If you don't, you'll regret once they are gone.
here is a video for u guys.. PREPARE TO LAUGH!! hehe
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** hmmm.. fun and er.. anxious day..
hnmmm.. this is the 3rd day of holiday.. which means.. this is the 3rd day i did not see him.. haih~~ miss him lotsss...
anyway, long time did not post ady.. so here i am.. typing nonsense.. (maybe??)
so.. last saturday is the anxious day?? my mom went to 3a and.. POOF!! D-I-E! of cz not the real die lar.. haha.. but..
Ms. Cathrine: hello.. so.. this is the report card of Joyce. Mom: wa.. why have one red geh??? [looking at me] Me: er.. dunno?? [acting stupid] =p Mom: [looking at the report card for awhile] how is her performance in class?? Me: [wht the?!?!?! why is she asking this question???] Ms. Cathrine: she is quite ok in class.. [agree!! =p] but sometimes, she talks alot and daydream alot.. [thanks, teacher.. =.=] Mom: [staring at me.. ----->>>>>>>>>] what about boys? does she "paktoh" in class? Me: [!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =.=] Ms Cathrine: [giggles.. ] i'm not quite sure.. cz i saw her 3 periods only in a week.. but i believe she won't do that. [looking at me] Me: [really thanks, teacher!! haha] Ms Cathrine: no need to worry alot lar.. Joyce is a good student.. Me: [see! i'm a good student lar! (staring at my mom and doing the proud look) =p] Mom: good student?? let's just see.. anyway, thanks. Ms. Cathrine: your welcome. bye bye. Me: Bye teacher.. [at last!!] Mdm. Loh: Bye bye.
so.. this are part of some of the dialog they talked.. i cant believe that my mom was actually asking those question.. even ms. cathrine was lik.. (???) but.. luckily, she said nth about sunshine.. hehe.. lucky me!! =p
next week will be the school holiday.. hmmm.. don't feel happy. i am so gonna miss him.. LOTSSS!! =(
btw, all results are back.. one word to describe all.. DISAPPOINTMENT! haih.. i really don't expect this kind of results. i mean.. i NEVER expect this result. i failed my sejarah and this is the second time that happened this year. i really don't understand. i studied, but i failed. but for those subjects that i don't study, i passed..=.= i'm kinda blur now. haih..
anyway, the happy part is....... today, i got to go golf club with my pearl and diamond!! hehe.. sorry hor if i did not care much about u.. =) so long time did not go out with you ady ma. ^^ we played in the playground.. (acting like kids.. =p) sunshine made the wee!! sound. THE SOUND IS SOOOOOOO CUTE!! hehe.. right, cath?? =p
my new favourite song:- ~ Take A Bow - Rihanna ~ With You - Chris Brown both of them are GENIUS!! urgh.. love their songs.. =p these are some parts of the take a bow lyrics that i like.. =p
And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught But you put on quite a show You really had me going But now it’s time to go Curtain’s finally closing That was quite a show Very entertaining But it’s over now (But it’s over now) Go on and take a bow
*my most favourite part =p*
Oh, And the award for The best lie goes to you (goes to you) For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Out
i'm done here.. so.. ciao!!
Sunshine J signing out.
Quote for the day: Study smart but not study hard.
FREEDOM!! i really want freedom badly. i want to ~ go parties without getting scolded. ~ go "lepak-ing" with friends. ~ go out with my sunshine BADLY!! ~ be with him everyday with the nodding of my parents ~ stop being scolded everything EVENTHOUGH IT IS NOT MY FAULT! ~ sms without getting scolded. ~ do whatever i wanted to. ( hey, i know the limits. ok? ) last but not least. ~ BE FREE!!!
haih.. life is getting tough since i'm form 1. you cannot go to parties! you cannot "paktoh"! you cannot go out from the house! you cannot play comp games! haih.. cannot this cannot that. I AM REALLY GETTING INSANE!! i really don't understand. why do they wanted to do that to me. WHY?!?!?!?!?! i am already 15 years old. i know what to do and what not to do. what do you guys expect me to do?! S**?! if you guys are really about this, i have nothing to say! TOTALLY NOTHING! how can i rely on you if you can't even trust me?! you hurt me badly. real bad. i need love. love from outside. the love of inside is already hopeless. i'm sorry to say that. but.. sorry. no matter what happens, i will always love you guys.
Quote for the day: Everyone needs freedom and privacy.
hmmm.. tomorrow is the last day of exam lor. so happy.. hehe.. exams are really though.. phew! especially when it comes to sej and kh.. @.@ i guess my marks will be in total mess. what to do? like i paid much attention in class. =p
so today was seni and maths exams. i drew yen yen a cow. which looks totally stupid! haha..
this is the cow that i drew..
=p
my drawing is not that good lor.. ok?
^.^
mother's day passed already.
hmmm.. this year i bought nothing for my mom..
but that does not mean i'm bad lor ok?... =p
i cooked for her.
but.. i guess i put too little water.. haha
i baked cookies also..
a bit "black" lar.. =p
but i did not take pictured of it..
so.. next post lar..
hehe..
this is the dish that i cooked that day.. =p
last friday, i went to mr. patrick's lim's tuition.
lol.. BABY IVAN is getting better in getting girl's attention now.. haha.. he's not like last time already.. =p ivan.. i guess u knw what i meant lar... =p RIGHT??? hehe.. anyway.. there's a girl.. the name is Yan.. she keep sending little notes to baby ivan.. which shocked me.. LOTSSS!!! @.@ after Yen Yen saw that note, she can barely close her mouth.. haha
oh yea.. talk about yen yen.. haha.. you guys should watch just for laugh in 611 at 9 p.m. on Sundays.. 100% you'll laugh till "sot".. hehe i asked yen yen to watch.. she end up laughing till she can't sleep.. hehe.. my bad.. haha (perhaps?) =p
on the other hand, jamie and his friends are crazy bout the magic tricks.. haha but.. incredibly, they did a good job!! i was so surprise.. haha WAY TO GO, FUTURE MAGICIANS!! ^.^
that Chee Wen Jiun.. that guy is crazy.. @.@ perhaps playful.. not crazy.. =p he nudged me in msn and started to say weird stuff.. =.= first, he start with susu lembu.. then susu kambing.. then getting "high".. i was like.. what the hell??? but actually.. he's quite funny lar.. haha
exam started last 2 days.. the sejarah is really torturing me! =.= if i fail sejarah, I AM SO DEAD! today, the first five periods im off.. and that Mr. G saw me and starting blah-ing at me..=.= HE IS SO MEAN! hate him lotsss!!! what is wrong to have black specs in school?? does that hurt the school?!?! i really don't understand.. he always made things to be hard. no wonder NO students like him. HE IS SUCH AN ASSHOLE! if the government approves high trends in school, that will be "THE DAY" of the student's world. haha.. but it's true ma! i don't understand why trends are so forbidded in school. does trends pull us to the negative side of our life?? HELL NO! in the opposite side, maybe if school really allows that happen, we will work even harder.. hehe perhaps-lar.. =p and one thing.. how are the students going to change themselves when the T's are not behaving themselves??another "persoalan".. =.= think about it, T's!
hmmm.. i'm totally in love with the song by chris brown.. WITH YOU!! that song rocks!! =p
anyway, miss my sunshine lotsss!!! i hope he's here.. beside me now.. hehe.. btw, miss my bitches also.. haih.. now are places got really far ady.. so hard to be together.. =( love all of you always! but more for sunshine.. =p
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE IN THE EXAMS!!
Quote for the day: Luck is not always there for you. Work hard to get something.
A girl who's, most probably, a hopeless romantic. *blushes* loves music, watersports especially sailing and scuba-diving. super into fashion chunky rings and earrings make me really happy! :) colourful clothes are fun and vibrant!
this is the dish that i cooked that day.. =p
the NUTS!! =p
this is the light..
and.. yup, cath..
my 17 mag collection..
CLEO mag as well.. ^^ 
this is how my study table look like now..
hehe..
this is the pic of amanda's cake..
ben's little bro..
sexy bootays!! 
the girls are going crazy..
ATTACK!!
sui zin.. jgn ganas ba..